a book, written in real time
What happens when you let desire lead EVERYTHING?
Join The Desire Experiment Book Club and read my new book chapter by chapter, AS I write it and live it.
real stories. real fear. real failure. and (my hope) real proof.
founding price · a new chapter every 2 weeks · the price goes up every week
I have had this book on my mind and heart for 4 years.
Which is a long time for someone who has a new idea every 10 minutes and forgets about the last one by the end of the day.
But some part of me has refused to write it.
I've started it and stopped, I've ignored it, I have started a million other projects and ideas.
Yet, here I am finally, giving up... to write it.
So why have I waited?
Well I suppose that's the entire premise of this book:
Desire is telling me to.
But can desire be trusted?
You know the deepest part of you. The part that knows something and you just don't know why.
The part of you that whispers (or sometimes yells) "MORE!!" when you're not sure exactly what it means.
The part of you that has a flash of inspiration or an idea for your life that feels so crazy, so bold, you can't even imagine doing it, but your brain keeps going back to it.
Sometimes it's also the part of you that knows something feels off, but you don't know what.
The part that feels quiet resentment building or jealousy forming. Or even the part that thinks "wouldn't it be nice..." or "maybe in another life..."
All of THAT is the voice of DESIRE.
The language of your soul, the voice of your heart, and in my mind the guidance from a future you can't yet see or believe for yourself.
I have always had a complicated relationship with DESIRE.
Because desire rarely makes sense.
It's wild, and whimsical, and sometimes comes out of left field. It doesn't fit on a spreadsheet or in your life or business plan. It definitely doesn't fit in the comfort of your life and the people around you.
And it really really likes to shake shit up, ESPECIALLY when we haven't been listening to it.
There is a deep part of me that KNOWS DESIRE IS IT for all of us. It's the missing piece. The answer. The guidance. The HOW to a life (& business) beyond YOUR wildest dreams.
It's THE PATH we are all searching for.
So why has it been so hard to write?
Because committing to writing this book isn't just a commitment of writing words on a page. It's a commitment to changing the way I exist and have existed my entire life.
It is a commitment to truly letting parts of me die that I have white knuckled and clung to my entire life even when 99% of me wants to let it go.
It is about freeing the version of me that was created to make me feel safe, loved, impressive and successful.
And that part, really doesn't want to go.
Because all my life, it's gotten me somewhere pretty damn good.
And well, impressive.
But I have reached that point again.
When life looks good (like REALLY REALLY GOOD) on paper, but doesn't QUITE feel the way I want on the inside.
Where DESIRE is telling me to make my move again...
And I am fucking terrified.
Because a lot of THIS life has been built off of desire, and I can see there is a fraction that has not.
There are places I am still following rules, "supposed tos", expectations, and the internal pressure and force I feel from a childhood informed by the need to be successful and a society where getting in line is rewarded.
And I cannot shake this feeling THERE IS MORE.
Desire is pulling me again. And it has for a while.
This book is about the FULL LEAP into the unknown, and letting PURE DESIRE lead the way.
If I am honest, I am terrified.
But every day I don't follow it, I am suffering. I AM LOSING.
Because not honoring your desire is like dying from a slow disease. It starts small, slowly eating away at you, until you wake up one day and you don't recognize yourself, the life you have, and you're alive... but walking dead.
I can't walk dead.
I can't live at 70% of my potential even if it looks like everyone else's 100.
And I think the same is true about you.
so what is
The Desire Experiment?
It is an actual experiment... in my REAL LIFE, where I surrender to DESIRE entirely.
Not just here and there but follow it as my WAY OF LIFE. Honor it in every way, like it's a direct message from God.
To ultimately test my hypothesis:
the hypothesis
Following DESIRE is the path to creating a life beyond our wildest dreams. One that feels truly ALIVE, one that may not look good on paper (or maybe it will) but FEELS the way we really, deeply want it to.
Desire is the path to our DESTINY.
And I am taking you along for the ride.
How it works:
Inside The Desire Experiment Book Club, I share the chapters AS I write them and EXPERIENCE them.
1. Join the book club
Grab your spot at the founding price. You'll get instant access inside your Lindsey Mango Coaching portal in Kajabi.
2. A new chapter every 2 weeks
Real experiences as they happen, not months later. I'm already 4 chapters in, so you can count on a steady drop every 2 weeks. You'll get an email every time a new chapter goes live.
3. Read, react, reflect
Every chapter has its own comment space. No endless group chat to keep up with. Just share what it stirred up in you. I'll be reading.
4. The finished book lives in Kajabi
Nothing gets mailed to you. When the experiment is complete, the full book lives right inside Kajabi, in the book club community you've been part of the whole time, so you can come back to it anytime.
What you get:
A front row seat to the experiment.
Every chapter of The Desire Experiment
delivered every 2 weeks, AS I write it
The real story, in real time
the experiences, the inner dialogue, the fear, the failures and downfalls. Not the polished highlight reel.
A comment space under every chapter
to share what it's stirring up in you (I'm reading them)
The complete book
living in Kajabi with the book club community once the experiment is done
The founding price
$111 this week, before it goes up to $222, then $333
What to expect:
Not hypotheticals. Not theory.
You will get to experience first hand how following desire unfolds in my real life.
Real experiences, real inner dialogue, real fear, real FAILURE and downfalls.
And my hope: real proof that desire can be not just trusted... but MUST be trusted, if you want to live the truest, fullest life that is meant for you.
As you read along, expect to:
hear your OWN desire louder (and stop talking yourself out of it)
see what following it actually looks like, messy middle included
feel permission to want MORE, even when life already looks good on paper
catch the places you're still living by rules, "supposed tos," and other people's expectations
So...
will desire lead us to what we really want and the life beyond our wildest dreams
or
will following it lead us to complete chaos, catastrophe, and my downfall?
The answer is in these pages.
I don't even know as I am writing this intro, even though I have a feeling...
Desire has been trying to give me an assignment.
I finally accept.
*bonus*
I'm sharing this book WHILE I am in the middle of it.
Which makes it even more terrifying. You are getting to hear my most vulnerable stories, experiences, and failures. Not once I hit the top of the mountain, but while I am still climbing.
founding price
The Desire Experiment Book Club
$111
one-time payment
Chapter 1 the day you join
a new chapter every 2 weeks, AS I write it
a comment space under every chapter
the complete book, living in Kajabi once it's finished
Heads up: the price goes up every week. $222 next week, then $333. Once it goes up, it doesn't come back down.
FAQs
When do chapters come out?
You get Chapter 1 the day you join, then a new chapter unlocks every 2 weeks after that. You'll get an email every time one goes live.
Where do I read them?
Inside your Lindsey Mango Coaching portal in Kajabi. As soon as you join, you'll get an email with your login so you can jump right in.
What if I join after it's already started?
No problem. You start at Chapter 1 the day you join, and a new chapter unlocks for you every 2 weeks from there, so you get the full experience from the beginning. (The price goes up every week, so sooner is better.)
Is there a group chat?
Nope, on purpose. No endless thread to keep up with. Every chapter has its own comment space where you can share your reactions and reflections. I'll be reading them.
Do I get the finished book?
Yes! Nothing gets mailed to you, though. When the experiment is complete, the full book lives inside Kajabi with the book club community, so you can come back to it anytime.
How many chapters will there be?
Truthfully? I don't know yet. I'm writing it as I live it. That's the experiment.
Why does the price go up?
The earliest readers get the rawest version AND the lowest price. It's $111 this week, $222 next week, and then it settles at $333.
"The sun, the moon, the stars exist without someone forcing them to rise, to shine or to exist. Why would you be any different?"
Desire has been trying to give me an assignment. I finally accept.
Come along for the ride.
founding price · goes up to $222 next week